I know that this very subject flies in the face of reason and what we have been taught and I would still be there fighting for the cause that Happiness and Spiritual Awakening deserves an effort and demands a price for such a great reward; except for that fact that my true self woke up… Read More about The Big Lie
Words and Presence
Words and Presence
One of the first few mammoth discoveries that immediately became apparent following my first awakening experience was the profound difference between “speaking the truth” and experiencing it. Before the lights went on they were one and the same. Afterwards they couldn’t be more apart. The role of words is to describe. Nevertheless the experience and… Read More about Words and Presence
Intimacy and Awareness
Intimacy and Awareness
Most people find it difficult to maintain intimacy in their relationships. They have a hard time opening up to others because they are afraid that they won’t be accepted if someone were to know them as they know themselves. There-in lies the question, how can one be intimate with others when one can’t be intimate… Read More about Intimacy and Awareness
The Razor’s Edge
The Razor’s Edge
1973 – Las Cruces, NMI sat in the car completely calm, motionless, totally unaware of my body, as the experience came over me. My mind tried to grasp the gestalt of it repeating itself like a never-ending waterfall; “Oh my God – I am not my thoughts.” The words kept coming, over and over again,… Read More about The Razor’s Edge
“Oh there you are”
“Oh there you are”
The warm air kissed my face as i left the coffee shop feeling as if i was light as a feather after my meeting with Brad, my new friend and writing coach. He had just cracked open my brain with the most brilliant ideas, suggestions, and direction for writing my awakening memoir. i felt the… Read More about “Oh there you are”
breaking-through into bliss
breaking-through into bliss
My first awakening experience was filled with grace, most unexpectedly, and completely out of my control. Since then the tables have been shifted and i seemed to be doing all the heavy lifting. Such has been the case over the last few days, being laid low with bizarre physical symtoms that had me on the… Read More about breaking-through into bliss