drunk with bliss
Like the ocean there seems to be a cosmic tide inside of me, flowing in waves, back and forth, vibrating everywhere, complete in every way. It has been this ways
here take control of the wheel, please
One foot lunges after the other on the impartial treadmill, like my journey back to True Self. The irony is that a treadmill takes you nowhere yet you feel like
this divine yearning, a divine love
Wherever i go, whatever i do, it reaches endlessly, accompanying all the thoughts in my mind; always right there. This divine yearning, a divine love that permeates my entire being;
the origin of unconditional love is within me
The origin of unconditional love is within, waiting to express itself with and through me. That is what i am feeling in this very moment as i feel the power
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merging with my sensory experience
Last night i was sitting watching television when all of sudden i sensed that i was merging with my sensory experience of the television show. It happened so quickly and
belief and earnestness
Throughout my early spiritual practice the thought of earnestness never crossed my mind. i only thought of the transcendental consciousness that my teacher Maharishi Mahesh Yogi led me towards. Only
my awakening anniversary in Teotichuacan
Rita and i just returned from Mexico a few days ago. It was just over a year ago when i had my first awakening experience there in 2015. Returning again
i still have a mind that’s working
For the last few months it seems as if there hasn’t been any new blips on my radar screen of perception. i have had the normal occasional head energetic openings
reflections on my process
For some time i have been thinking about writing a post about what i have observed from the reflections on my process that began back in February. It seems like
nature surrendering to life
Since my last two posts my body has been trying to get over a cold without much success. While i realized that asking for help to stop the headache was
unpacking my experiences with the mind
the days that followed my incredible lesson in surrender were filled with a desire to understand what happened. While i thought it was a simple “desire to know” impulse it
nothing is as it seems
Whenever i’m not feeling well or injured i always question why; without being able to know for sure whether it is truly a blessing or a curse. For the past
being present in all things
Six months ago when this awakening process began my biggest challenge was accepting the presence of a evolutionary energy that was out of my control. Quite honestly there were
conviction vs. distraction
i guess it’s only fitting that as i complete another solar spin i also consider the role that conviction is playing in my awakening. One that would demonstrate to my
by the intelligence of reality
During the last few days i have been experiencing a wide range of physical energy levels accompanied by expansive energy movements in my head. In a matter of minutes i
spiritual adolescence
As i write this i’m enjoying my first Boulder thunder storm. The lightning and thunder are majestic and the downpour feels like a feeding from the gods, nourishing the earth,
like learning to walk
Still settling in from the move i had my first picnic at my granddaughter Mila’s school. A wonderful afternoon of toddlers, chicken and watermelon. Watching all the kids walking or
nothing to do – nowhere to go
Yesterday we left Los Angeles on our first stage of our move to Boulder. Our cat, xochi, sat between Rita and i while we drove mile after mile from the
breath and silence
During the last few months i have had a suspicion that there was something out of place or missing in my clearing process. i couldn’t put a finger on it
five months
A few days ago marked five months since i woke up feeling “changed” that morning of February 15th 2016. The energy has calmed down leaving me with a deeper sense