All last week i had the experience that the level of energy in my head has drastically reduced. In the past i would say that and then wham, it would pounce, but that hasn’t happen in over two weeks. i sensed that there has been shifts in the energy, because a new experience has taken its place.
While I have mastered how to handle the pouncing, if it should return, i really won’t miss being sent to bed. i can’t say the same for the intoxicating feeling that accompanied this energetic mass in the center of my head. Now in it’s place are tickling electrical-like-sensations flittering around my skull creating the desire to vigorously scratch my scalp.
I have no idea whether i am spot on or totally out to lunch on my hunches as to what these shifts mean or what is happening. my mind will continue on, even though i don’t pay attention, as i will continue to listen, and follow my inner directions.
This morning i asked my advisor whether i am doing too much inquiry work, which i do whenever i remember i’m not. The answer was “yes.” While the energy had taken the day off, i didn’t know what to think.
I decided to listen up and take the day off. I was also going with my daughter Jenny and her man Chris to the Bacon Festival near downtown LA. Needless to say, I ate a great deal of bacon, and i drank some beer. The old me would have characterize that as “falling off the wagon” but the new me knows without a doubt that when it’s your time, some pork and beer can’t stop my True Nature from waking up.
On my way home in the car, the energy joined me in a sweet subtle way and now as i write this post i need to stop often to scratch my scalp. i learned something very valuable today.
I learned to trust my inner guidance in each moment, independently, and have the confidence that I am guided by a force greater than myself.
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