For the last few months i have had this sense that some substantial shift within me has occurred. Sniffing the scent in the air like an approaching season, i sense deep within my being that a milestone where the rubber meets the road has already occurred and it is chasing after me like a parent… Read More about milestone where the rubber meets the road
drops in the ocean
drops in the ocean
For the last few months time has passed like drops in the ocean each offering a new promise and new direction only to be fulfilled before becoming the ocean and losing it individual significance. In this way since my last post i have been in a cycle of expansion followed by a restart back to my… Read More about drops in the ocean
windy past and the swing of life
windy past and the swing of life
A howling surrounds me like a pack of wolves announcing a fresh kill. The house rumbles like a freight train as the windows and foundation creaked and moaned as if being pushed and pulled to its limits. i awoke with a fearful startle and an unexplained sense of dread. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes… Read More about windy past and the swing of life
death and rebirth – a new year a new life
death and rebirth – a new year a new life
i haven’t written in a long time as i have had nothing new to say except that now i have recognized the feeling that has permeated my sense of being for the last month. This deeper sense of a death to how i relate to my world and myself. It’s not a physical sensation but… Read More about death and rebirth – a new year a new life
waking up from my understanding
waking up from my understanding
i have been walking around for the last month or so in a daze. Usually it’s due to a strong influence of “self” trying to acclimate to a strange world, but not this time. i’m actually functioning very well these days. Yet something is off, i’ve had no desire to post, i can’t feel the… Read More about waking up from my understanding