my divine marching orders

Since the inception of this blog my insistence on being totally transparent has occasionally made me uncomfortable because in all those experiences where i have had great clarity i realized, early on, that i am writing for you, rather than myself; as i have been instructed to share for reasons beyond my knowing.   So this post definitely falls into that category because i am sharing a very personal communication.  What i thought was going to be a “time alone” road trip to Phoenix turned out to be my divine “marching orders” into a totally new teaching ciriculumn that i could never have imagined.   Continue Reading →

waking up from my understanding

i have been walking around for the last month or so in a daze. Usually it’s due to a strong influence of “self” trying to acclimate to a strange world, but not this time. i’m actually functioning very well these days. Yet something is off, i’ve had no desire to post, i can’t feel the energy in my head, its as if i woke up from one reality to a completely different one. It’s as if something shifted but it wasn’t an experience; rather it is more like waking up from my understanding of what awakening really is. Continue Reading →