As i write this i’m enjoying my first Boulder thunder storm. The lightning and thunder are majestic and the downpour feels like a feeding from the gods, nourishing the earth, creatures, and my dry acrid Los Angeles nostrils. The smell of rain is waking up my childhood memories of lightning; when i would count the… Read More about spiritual adolescence
like learning to walk
like learning to walk
Still settling in from the move i had my first picnic at my granddaughter Mila’s school. A wonderful afternoon of toddlers, chicken and watermelon. Watching all the kids walking or wobbling around the park struck me with the sense of just how natural it is to grow into the awareness of my true self. Like… Read More about like learning to walk
nothing to do – nowhere to go
nothing to do – nowhere to go
Yesterday we left Los Angeles on our first stage of our move to Boulder. Our cat, xochi, sat between Rita and i while we drove mile after mile from the city that was our home for over seven years. my mind kept telling me that my new home is in Boulder yet my inner knowing… Read More about nothing to do – nowhere to go
breath and silence
breath and silence
During the last few months i have had a suspicion that there was something out of place or missing in my clearing process. i couldn’t put a finger on it until it was pointed out to me by my inner advisor a few days ago. A subtle reluctance on the part of my body to… Read More about breath and silence
five months
five months
A few days ago marked five months since i woke up feeling “changed” that morning of February 15th 2016. The energy has calmed down leaving me with a deeper sense of serenity and peace. i feel as if my attachment to this expereince is always being tested. Each time the “oneness” disappears it’s absent for… Read More about five months
honeymoon
honeymoon
Yesterday will go down as a “Gotcha” day. We were headed out for a picnic with some friends, as we only have 30 more days until we move to Boulder, so we are trying to see our tribe as much as possible. In the car, within a split second, i fell out of the oneness… Read More about honeymoon