back to my nature
It’s been over 7 months since my last post and any formal teaching. I couldn’t have imagined that my hives could get any worse but they did and I had
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“Oh there you are”
The warm air kissed my face as i left the coffee shop feeling as if i was light as a feather after my meeting with Brad, my new friend and
when two or more of you gather in my name…
We sat at a quiet table next to the window there were hardly anyone in the small Japanese restaurant and i was glad because it had been almost a year
trust in a divine plan
“What’s wrong?” my wife Rita asks as i realized that i couldn’t quite hide my angst and frustration from her for very long. i’ve been quiet, all day, moving about
remembering union
Sitting in my favorite meditation chair in my office, i glance across at my altar where Buddha sits so grandly covered in beads and adornments; there he is, the quinessential
Nights are my new days
Each night while i sleep there seems to be a part of my soul that wakes up, shaves and showers, gets dressed and ready for work; the night shift…a process
my divine marching orders
Since the inception of this blog my insistence on being totally transparent has occasionally made me uncomfortable because in all those experiences where i have had great clarity i realized,
let thy will be done the ultimate surrender
The most beautiful words with their magnificent meanings and melodies are yet still words and concepts and thereby fall short of the reality of how we get to know ourselves.
out of my cocoon
Over a year ago, after i completed my last class i decided to take a break from speaking and sharing as i felt that my newborn awakening, at the time,
holding my true self
Sitting here blissfully enjoying the early morning sun which seems so natural and yet just 9 hours ago i was in extreme discomfort. I was nudged awake in the middle
breaking-through into bliss
My first awakening experience was filled with grace, most unexpectedly, and completely out of my control. Since then the tables have been shifted and i seemed to be doing all
only loving is left
Up until a few months ago my daily practice has been to wake up every morning and ask myself “what can i do today to further along my awakening? My
a drop of rain returning to an ocean of divine love.
Inside the mind of this body are some beautiful thoughts trying to escape out onto this page. They are struggling desperately. They want to describe a beautiful experience that i
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i thought…nothing is happening
It has been some time since my last post. The answer to that is very simple and i laugh so hard as the words roll off my lips, i thought…
milestone where the rubber meets the road
For the last few months i have had this sense that some substantial shift within me has occurred. Sniffing the scent in the air like an approaching season, i sense
it really is a mindbody awakening
Her voice, so smooth and gentle, suggesting that i find my own point where I could manage the stretch with relaxation, inviting my body to extend beyond it comforts and
drops in the ocean
For the last few months time has passed like drops in the ocean each offering a new promise and new direction only to be fulfilled before becoming the ocean and losing
drunk with bliss
Like the ocean there seems to be a cosmic tide inside of me, flowing in waves, back and forth, vibrating everywhere, complete in every way. It has been this ways
windy past and the swing of life
A howling surrounds me like a pack of wolves announcing a fresh kill. The house rumbles like a freight train as the windows and foundation creaked and moaned as if
here take control of the wheel, please
One foot lunges after the other on the impartial treadmill, like my journey back to True Self. The irony is that a treadmill takes you nowhere yet you feel like
