Nights are my new days
Each night while i sleep there seems to be a part of my soul that wakes up, shaves and showers, gets dressed and ready for work; the night shift…a process
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My Journey To Awakening
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my divine marching orders
Since the inception of this blog my insistence on being totally transparent has occasionally made me uncomfortable because in all those experiences where i have had great clarity i realized,
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let thy will be done the ultimate surrender
The most beautiful words with their magnificent meanings and melodies are yet still words and concepts and thereby fall short of the reality of how we get to know ourselves.
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out of my cocoon
Over a year ago, after i completed my last class i decided to take a break from speaking and sharing as i felt that my newborn awakening, at the time,
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holding my true self
Sitting here blissfully enjoying the early morning sun which seems so natural and yet just 9 hours ago i was in extreme discomfort. I was nudged awake in the middle
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breaking-through into bliss
My first awakening experience was filled with grace, most unexpectedly, and completely out of my control. Since then the tables have been shifted and i seemed to be doing all
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only loving is left
Up until a few months ago my daily practice has been to wake up every morning and ask myself “what can i do today to further along my awakening? My
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a drop of rain returning to an ocean of divine love.
Inside the mind of this body are some beautiful thoughts trying to escape out onto this page. They are struggling desperately. They want to describe a beautiful experience that i
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i thought…nothing is happening
It has been some time since my last post. The answer to that is very simple and i laugh so hard as the words roll off my lips, i thought…
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milestone where the rubber meets the road
For the last few months i have had this sense that some substantial shift within me has occurred. Sniffing the scent in the air like an approaching season, i sense
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it really is a mindbody awakening
Her voice, so smooth and gentle, suggesting that i find my own point where I could manage the stretch with relaxation, inviting my body to extend beyond it comforts and
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drops in the ocean
For the last few months time has passed like drops in the ocean each offering a new promise and new direction only to be fulfilled before becoming the ocean and losing
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drunk with bliss
Like the ocean there seems to be a cosmic tide inside of me, flowing in waves, back and forth, vibrating everywhere, complete in every way. It has been this ways
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windy past and the swing of life
A howling surrounds me like a pack of wolves announcing a fresh kill. The house rumbles like a freight train as the windows and foundation creaked and moaned as if
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here take control of the wheel, please
One foot lunges after the other on the impartial treadmill, like my journey back to True Self. The irony is that a treadmill takes you nowhere yet you feel like
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this divine yearning, a divine love
Wherever i go, whatever i do, it reaches endlessly, accompanying all the thoughts in my mind; always right there. This divine yearning, a divine love that permeates my entire being;
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death and rebirth – a new year a new life
i haven’t written in a long time as i have had nothing new to say except that now i have recognized the feeling that has permeated my sense of being
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waking up from my understanding
i have been walking around for the last month or so in a daze. Usually it’s due to a strong influence of “self” trying to acclimate to a strange world,
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the origin of unconditional love is within me
The origin of unconditional love is within, waiting to express itself with and through me. That is what i am feeling in this very moment as i feel the power
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merging with my sensory experience
Last night i was sitting watching television when all of sudden i sensed that i was merging with my sensory experience of the television show. It happened so quickly and
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